I am headed to the studio this evening. I blocked my time and made all the necessary arrangements early in the week. Excitement has just been building and building as the days go by. I went and bought a special flash drive to store all of my music so that there wouldn’t be any problems when I get to the studio tonight.
My plan is to go to the studio after I get off work tonight. I’ll have my music on my flash drive ready to give to the sound engineer.
Yeah, I got to work this morning and realized that my flash drive was not in my purse. So I am thinking, omg, I have to go back home during lunch. Mind you, I work about 45 minutes from my house. It doesn’t make that much sense to go all of the way back home. I have a practice cd in the car with all of the songs that I plan to record. There are a couple of songs in the car that are not fully tracked out, but I don’t have to record those, right??
New Plan: Take my practice cd and trust that God will work it out.
I planned to talk to someone who could help me do something.
Me: (I knock on the door) You got a minute?
Them: Uh…I’m slammed today. I’m covering for this person and I’ve got several documents to go through.
Me: Oh it’s okay.
Them: What do you need?
Me: It’s no big deal really.
Them: Can I get with you next week?
Me: I’m out next week.
Them: Well I am up to here to with stuff to do today.
Me: No problem.
Them: (Gets up to close door completely)
I am smiling the whole time, but on the inside, my little feelings were crushed because I thought that I could talk to this person today. The thing that needed to talk about is a pretty big deal to me. I’ve been trying to talk to them to since yesterday. Maybe it’s not the person that I need to speak with. Maybe it was wrong timing. I don’t know.
I’m getting over being slightly bummed and putting that smiley face back on.